I'm sorry. I know that means little at this point. But I am. I tried. I think you would all agree that I tried to be true. To be strong. To be kind. To love. To be right. But I wasn't. And I know you knew this. In each of your ways. And I am sorry. All is lost here. Except for soul and body, that is, what's left of them. It's inexcusable really, I know that now. How it could have taken this long to admit that, I'm not sure, but it did. I fought till the end. I'm not sure what that is worth, but know that I did. I have always hoped for more for you all. I will miss you. I'm sorry.